II. ENDURA - THE PATH OF SELF-SURRENDER
The preceding gnostic
brotherhood of 800 years past – the medieval Cathars of southern France –
used a special term to describe this phase of the Path: they called it the Endura.
We’d like to offer a definition of the gnostic concept of “endura”, as explained by Jan van Rijckenborgh:
[QUOTE] Endura – def.
The Path of “I-demolition”, the
path of the “final death”, through the surrender of the “I” to the “Other One”,
the Immortal Man, the Christ within. It is the Path of John, who “makes
straight the paths for his Lord”. It means putting into practice the words: ‘He
– the Heavenly Other One – must increase, and I must decrease. I must perish so
that the heavenly Other One may live in me’.
The Path of the Endura is the
age-old path, along which the fallen human-being rises towards his True
Immortal Self. The fire of Purification brings about a complete reversal in his
life and then he returns to the Father.
Life in dialectics is “life”
leading to death; the Path of the Endura means a voluntary “death” leading
to True Life. It is the part of the true, God-seeking human-being. ‘He who will lose his life for My sake, will find the
Life’.
He who wishes to possess the
Spirit must lose the self. As soon as the self, the “I”, comes to the
forefront, the Spirit withdraws”
[END QUOTE]
III. NEUTRALIZING THE “I”
The
Endura has been referred to as “a daily dying” and “a Death unto Life”. These
are symbolic terms, not to be interpreted in a literal sense. They refer to the
death of the “I-being” – the nullification of the human ego along with the
so-called “higher self”.
How Do We Live the
Endura?
The aim of the endura is to neutralize
the influence of the nature-born self
while helping to raise the overall vibration of the microcosm. Everything about
us that is focused upon the things of the earth must be released. We must cease
to respond to earthly stimuli beyond that which is absolutely necessary. To do this,
we need to adopt new ways of Thinking, Willing and Desiring;
new habits that are in line with the
requirements of the Path.
The Candidate
should look to adopt the following core attributes
(1) an honest and unceasing desire to render
Selfless Service to Humanity
Live to Serve
your fellow man. That Service need not be large. Many times, the Small Thing
that we do for others is the thing that yields the Highest Value. Opportunities
to serve present themselves to us practically by-the-minute. We routinely miss
them, usually because we are too busy focusing on ourselves. We must learn to recognize
those opportunities for service and render such service accordingly.
(2) Neutrality
Learn to be neither for, nor against anything. Do not take sides.
(3) Detachment, or Non-Attachment
Learn to Dissociate from earthly
affairs. By this we mean do not
attach yourself to events or their outcomes. Observe, but do not partake.
(4)
Objectivity
Avoid being Judgmental towards others. Also avoid the
twin vices of Gossip and Criticism.
Judgment, Gossip and Criticism are
detrimental to the progress of any Candidate on the Path. These vices serve to
harm not only ourselves but others, as well.
(5) Self-Denial
Cease to indulge the thoughts
and desires of the “I-being”.
What the Physical,
Astral and Mental bodies want for the human personality is not what the Divine
part of us wants. However, do not try to forcibly suppress selfish thoughts
and emotions. This will only create new tensions that will build up
elsewhere. Rather, learn to recognize those Thoughts and Emotions that are not
in line with the requirements of the Path and do not give them your attention. “Energy follows
Thought. What is Focused upon, Grows”. So, learn to ignore the persuasive pleadings
of your selfish “I”.
.(6) Eliminate Anxiety,
Worry and Fear from your Thinking.
Anxiety,
Worry and Fear are low-vibrating Thoughts and Emotions that only serve to lower
the overall vibration-quality of the microcosm , when we are, in fact, working
to raise that vibration.
(7) Always live
from the idea that others are more
excellent than yourself. Also, no matter how objectionable a person may
seem, learn to speak to that which is Divine
within that person. “Like Attracts Like”.
The Divinity that is growing within us can and will silently connect
with the sleeping Divine part of our fellow human-beings.
This
path of Self-Surrender serves to help purify the vehicles of the
personality and raise the vibration of the Head, Heart and Pelvic
sanctuaries. This process of Purification will enable the Rosebud to bloom
energetically, radiating its Divine fragrance throughout the entire microcosm.
In this manner, the Divine part of the Human System can awaken from its ages-long
Sleep of Death and begin to flourish.
By way of an example, let's take a pitcher filled with water. If we pour the water out of the
pitcher it will appear that the pitcher is slowly being emptied, but it is not.
For as the water is leaving the pitcher, air is rushing in to occupy the
vacated “space”. Eventually, the entire original contents of the pitcher (the
water) will be replaced by a substance of a higher vibration (air).
This is what we are working to accomplish with the endura.
Next: Warnings and Conclusion
~ g
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