30 November 2009

The Once and Future Direction of This Blog


Pardon this interruption. A personal message follows:

I started this blog because I had learned some things about our immediate future and wanted to let others know. I wanted to help people to prepare themselves on a spiritual level to qualify themselves for The Harvest. I knew that I didn't have all the answers, but recognized the signs. In my human desire to "help", I threw everything that I thought I knew into this blog.

Then, purely by "chance", I stumbled across a website that actually had the answers to questions that I myself had asked all my life. Answers that made perfect sense, finally. Right away, I knew that this website
The New Call, should be made available to as many as possible, so that people could get answers from those who know, not from a guy like me who had only been able to partially piece it together. This is why I now post from a different aspect, utilizing quotes from TNC and recommending readers to go there for examination. In my original profile, I expressed an urge to "point the way". As such, a choice has been made to point focus away from what I think and towards the Truths that The New Call has to offer.

Ironically, these new revelations may force me to give up this blog. My initial purpose for starting this blog was to "help". However, in light of this new Knowledge and in looking back on some earlier posts, I can see that they fell within the category of not helping at all. Although I acted out of Sincerity, I was also immersed in Ignorance of the true nature of our fallen, undivine reality. That all changed this past
July 25th.

This blog's purpose will have to be aligned with The Divine Plan or it may have to shut down. There's no way that I want to mislead anyone, or add to this world's blind misery.

We'll see what happens.

All Love,

~~ G

29 November 2009

Good Has Its Shadow


This fallen, dualistic order has to maintain a balance. We are experiencing in a world of duality, where "the Pairs of Opposites" exist on all levels. Up, down, in, out, wealth, poverty, good, evil, etc. Everything that manifests in this fallen, dualistic order must have its opposite. Each pair of opposites are not really "opposite" but are two poles, two extremes of the same thing.

Each time we selfishly "do good", whether because it brings us praise, benefits mankind, or just "makes" us feel good, immediately the opposite pole, evil, has to respond in order to maintain the perfect balance between good and evil. Although we feel that we are helping the world when we "do good", we are actually encouraging it's opposite pole. Somewhere else in the world, someone will answer the urge to commit an evil act. This interaction maintains the "balance of powers", so to speak between this pair of opposites. Because we have lived ignorant of this fact, we continue to attempt to "help" when we are in all truth, just strengthening good's opposite pole, evil.

This concept was a hard one for me to accept at first. I couldn't understand how our "good" intentions actually serve the cause of "evil". But The New Call goes through it thoroughly and often, thankfully. All I can say is that if you can accept that there must be a balance between all Pairs of Opposites in this world, it will help you to understand the rest.

Again, quoting from http://www.thenewcall.org/ - Rare Insights - "Good and Evil"

[QUOTE]

... did you know that in a dualistic universe (the undivine part) if we swing to the positive side, then we will also necessarily be coerced at some time to swing back to the negative side?

The New Age groups ... prefer only to look to their interpretation of the positive side, and in doing so they remain themselves out of balance, guaranteeing for themselves a karmic visit from the dark side. This is the law; a law that so very few people in the world understand; an inescapable law: the law of cause and effect.

Both dark and light, negative and positive, arise from the 'tree of knowledge of good and evil': duality. If we eat of that tree at all, either good or evil, then we create karma.

Evil is the antipole of what mankind calls 'good'. Many human beings, judged by society's standards, are considered to be good, very good, humane, cultured and loving. However, such goodness might indeed be very good if only it had no antipole! All truly wise individuals have ever absolutely denied the Goodness of 'good', due to its black shadow, due to the dualistic nature of things. "Good is the smallest part of evil." - the Egyptian Avatar, Hermes Trismegistus.


Yet the vast majority of human beings, even today in our modern and cultivated society, have no comprehension whatsoever of this reality. The following statement of fact, therefore, will constitute a major revelation for most people if they are able to see its veracity: THE GOOD OF THIS WORLD MAINTAINS EVIL, JUST AS EVIL MAINTAINS GOODNESS.

Consequently, if humanity does not change, does not break through to a totally different spiritual attitude far above all commonplace and dualistic ideas of goodness, and if it does not achieve a fundamental rebirth in a new Sphere of existence separated from this world of polarity ("My Kingdom is not of this world"), then karma will continue to be created and so the hell-realm of duality will continue to exist; as long as man perseveres in his exploitation of his biological and primitive 'goodness', evil will ever accompany him.


If man does not totally revolutionise himself spiritually, then he will remain bound to the world of illusions despite all his solemn declarations of goodness, love and friendship. For worldly goodness has its shadow, and man maintains that shadow just as he maintains his very own undivine self.

"There is none good; no, not one". These words were once spoken by Jesus in reference to humanity on Earth, and they are among the most profound and true ever uttered

[END QUOTE]


Hey, I told you guys that I had a paradigm shift once I came across this material. Empty yourself of everything that you think you know and these concepts will not seem "new" or "outrageous".

Remembrance will come.

All Love,

~~ G

23 November 2009

Archons, the Rulers


From The New Call - Rare Insights - End Times Prophecy of The Great Pyramid of Giza.

[QUOTING]

* Archon is a Gnostic term given to an entity in the subtle worlds who perpetrates evil. The archons are incorporeal beings who are bent upon world domination and control. They have victimised humanity from the hidden side of life for long ages. Their collective evil constitutes the plan of the 'antichrist' since they willfully oppose the Divine Plan of Salvation, which is implemented by the Cosmic Christ.

The Archons are rulers of the aeons; the hierarchic group who dominate time and space. The archons and aeons constitute great metaphysical powers which are fed by ignorant mankind and which abuse all of fallen** nature including mankind, driving them to an unholy activity for selfish benefit. At the cost of appalling human anguish, these entities have acquired freedom from the wheel of birth and death; a freedom which they, in their boundless self-maintaining need, can only retain by unrestrictedly increasing and maintaining the suffering of the world.

In their collectivity, they are sometimes also designated as the dualistic hierarchy, or 'the prince of this world'. The vast majority of psychics, mediums (channellers) and 'spiritual' people in the world today receive impressions and 'guidance' from the dualistic hierarchy and not, as most prefer to believe, from the Fellowship of Christ.


** In the Holy Language of all times, the world in which man exists is always called a sunken, fallen world. Man is undivine, fallen from Grace and so subject to the laws of birth and death. This verity was assured by the Buddha who stated: All of life in samsara [this world of illusions] is suffering, and also by Jesus, the Piscean Christ, in the words: My Kingdom is not of this world.

[END QUOTE]

Perhaps the above can help man to understand more clearly the following warning given by the apostle Paul:

12: For your conflict is not only with flesh and blood, but with the aeons, and with powers, with the rulers of this world of darkness, and with the evil spirits under the heavens. Ephesians 6:12

Why is any of this relevant or important? Because if man is not knowledgeable about what lurks behind the veil, even the wise will be misled by the cunning deceptions put forth by these powers of darkness.

In preparing for The Harvest that is just around the corner, one cannot afford to get waylaid by the dark forces who are not eager to let us go" quietly into that good night". All desires should be weighed most carefully, all choices should be aligned with the Christ energy.

Kindness. Caring. Giving. Unselfishness.

 ~~ G

20 November 2009

The "Jesus" Aeon


Before embarking on the following, a few fundamental facts should be kept in mind:

Christ is not Jesus. Jesus is not God. "God" did not die on the cross and the sins
of future humans were not forgiven by the crucifixion. Our sins are our responsibility.

Jesus was a mortal. A highly-developed mortal, but still mortal. Christ is a Consciousness, an energy-field of cosmic Love. Jesus was able to completely open himself up to the Christ and allowed himself to become a vehicle for the Christ to communicate through. Anything that Jesus says after the baptism in Jordan is actually the Christ speaking through him. The church has purposely never made this clear because their desire is to fool and confuse one segment of unsuspecting mankind while inviting ridicule from the other.

As stated in Rare Insights, 'Jesus did not say that "Jesus was the Son of God" or that "Jesus is Lord" as the distorted church doctrines aver, but that Christ was/IS. "I am the Son of God" is Christ speaking through Jesus and not Jesus speaking about himself'.

With this knowledge, one can go back and read any of the 4 gospels and find that things will finally make some sense. That said, let us continue...

From
http://www.thenewcall.org/ -- Rare Insights - The Requirements For Victory

[QUOTING]

...today the Jesus-aeon is still very much alive and active within the consciousness of all people who cling selfishly to the Jesus-image for their own 'safety' and personal salvation. It is wholly invested in maintaining itself and in augmenting its temporal power and influence in this world by inciting religious fundamentalists to attack or defend on behalf of the Jesus-idea, on behalf, therefore, of separation, ignorance and selfishness.

So should we be surprised when the fundamentalists cry 'heathen' or 'fear monger' when such facts are revealed in order to help them to understand and to free themselves of detrimental aeonic influence? Of course not, for the servants (or puppets) of the aeons means life-insurance for them, and so when the very foundation of the counterfeit life of the aeons is threatened by way of revealing the truth (together with the peculiar attitudes and belief systems it promotes within the consciousness of its human subordinates), fear will naturally arise, and most often it is projected directly onto the messenger who is only holding up a mirror by simply being true. This explains the great hatred (fear) of Jesus that led to his crucifixion, a hatred and fear that has not abated in this world today and which is galvanized far beyond its natural human range by the hidden forces of darkness, by the aeons and their controlling archons, of which the uninitiated man understands very little if anything at all and so is why he can be duped, even and often under religious pretences.

Essentially, any man who cleaves to Jesus for personal reasons will automatically be hooked up to the 2,000 year-old now powerful and hungry Jesus-aeon by way of his own quality of thought and desire, while the one who reveres Jesus for his life-demonstration in humble devotion to the universal principle that he exemplified will transcend the need to identify with the Jesus-personality altogether and evoke a response from the formless Divinity (Christ) Itself. And this is the beginning of the path that leads to Deliverance.


[END QUOTING]

Basically, one can apply the foregoing concept to any "religion", large or small, operating upon the face of the earth today and not be in error. It is important to be aware of these things in order to begin taking steps towards Liberation. This was the veiled message of The Wizard of Oz behind Dorothy, Tin Man, Scarecrow, et al uncovering "the man behind the curtain".

Rather, the Archons and Aeons behind the curtain.

All Love,

~~ G

19 November 2009

How Aeons Are Created


From The New Call -- Rare Insights (all italics are mine)

[QUOTING]

[Note: Aeon is a Gnostic term for semi-intelligent, monstrous formations of unholy powers which, in the course of time, were called into existence by the ignorance and fear of mankind. They are irresistible powers of self-maintenance, urging humanity to continue upon its self-created, wayward paths, thus securing mankind's binding in duality to the ever-turning wheel of birth and death.]

Every human being possesses an individual magnetic radiation field (aura), which is populated by that person’s thoughts and desires, colored by the quality and nature of the thought and desire that fills it, and this personal field, being magnetic, both attracts and repels certain powers and forces from the surrounding planetary aura. This is the nature of the human microcosm - man is an electromagnetic being.

When a person reacts upon an impulse or idea, the result of such a reaction - be it a thought, a wish, a fear, an expression of jealousy or ire, etc. - lingers in the creator's immediate atmosphere and possesses a potency and longevity that is directly proportional to the measure or intensity of the reaction. If this reaction is repeated, the force radiated by it is strengthened, ad infinitum.

Collectively, mankind constitutes a much larger thinking-desiring organism, and the sum total of the thoughts and desires in the auras of all the people that together make up mankind, interpenetrate and form what might be termed a 'radiation cloud' around the planet. This cloud is replete with the results of all human thinking, feeling and desiring, not only from causes created in the present but also from the past, for thought and astral energy creates certain elemental forms that can and do survive their creator in the flesh. There is, then, clearly an interaction between human beings and the planetary atmosphere; the human beings contribute toward the quality of subtle substance of the planetary aura in the form of mental, astral and etheric matter. In the beginning phase of man's spiritual descent, or 'Fall from Grace' (the Garden of Eden days) the psychic atmosphere of this world was still virginal, void of these human emanations. However, with the passage of time they came into manifestation and are forever being strengthened by mankind's incessant ignorant and selfish activity.

Now what happens when many hundreds, sometimes many thousands, or even, over time, billions of people continuously project similar selfish or fear-based thoughts and desires (which include religious desires for personal salvation, personal empowerment, personal happiness, etc.)? Just think of the selfish prayers repeated endlessly in the churches; the wild enthusiasm of the crowds at football games; the mass outbursts of passion during blood-stirring political demonstrations or evangelistic speeches; the daily repeated negative suggestions in the media that are supposedly formulated in order to enlighten the masses and the millions of people who are all tuned in to the same violent TV programs simultaneously!

Like attracts like, and the corresponding vibrations thus launched into the atmosphere coalesce to form one great cloud of unwholesome energy. It is an elementary esoteric fact that when, over time, many people fix their minds upon one idea, a mighty astral image of that idea develops. The astral world possesses specific possibilities of reflection. So when the minds of many of us are continually fixed upon one and the same idea, then we shall discover that at a given moment a huge astral image has been generated, which is becoming clear and well-defined, and with which we are connected and in communication because we created it ourselves. It is thus that a collective spirit, a collective idea, a collective thought-form or a collective image is created and continuously fed by people of similar disposition and/or belief.

Over centuries such an image can and does become so fortified that it acquires consciousness and becomes an intelligent, self-directing being; a huge, living, feeding elemental being that has an agenda - namely to perpetuate and fortify its own existence and nature. This it proceeds to do by inciting mankind, via mental and astral impression, to continue producing ethers of a like quality on which it can feed, on which it can grow. At first it is an image 'with dead eyes', but the moment comes when this image gains life and begins to hunger for more of the peculiar type of energy that spawned it. This is when it starts actually dominating us, when certain powers radiate from it and when it is even capable of attracting all kinds of undivine forces and of pouring these down onto the people. This is the way in which pseudo-religious beings (false gods) come into being. Such gigantic elemental beings can be and are utilized by the 'archons', entities residing in the subtle worlds who, with selfish and malefic intent, control and manipulate the mass-consciousness of humanity on earth by way of the images that man himself created.

This fact is explained in the metaphysical literature of all times. These elemental beings are sometimes called 'aeons', and they group themselves into different aspects. If, for example, a person wishes for financial wealth and radiates this desire into the atmosphere by means of his auric field, then this radiation will unite with the corresponding radiations of all other people in the world who want to be wealthy. In this way, an increasingly powerful aeon of wealth develops in the atmosphere, and will then naturally endeavor to influence all humanity continually.


There are many kinds of aeons, and the religious type is particularly large, powerful and inimical because it bestows upon its servants both psychic stimulation (which may lead to astral visions that are quite convincing to the uninitiated) as well as a sense of being a part of something larger and more important than the individual. There was an aeon behind the Roman Catholic Inquisition, the Crusades, the witch-burnings and all the other atrocities perpetrated by the Church in the name of Jesus!

[END QUOTING]

Next: The "Jesus" Aeon

It is time to move away from Ignorance and towards Knowing.

All Love,

~~ G

17 November 2009

Imprisoned


Humanity, we have a problem.

Our souls are the prisoners of some cunning and amoral beings. I recognize that all of Creator's creations are valid, but these guys...

To start with, we are not our body. The body is just a physical shell that is animated by impulses transmitted to our nervous system via the seven ductless glands (adrenals, spleen, pituitary, etc). The glands are transmitting impulses received from the chakras. The chakras are relaying impulses from higher densities. So, when you type a letter, the impetus to type doesn't come from the brain (which is simply a slab of meat masquerading as a "traffic cop"), it comes from somewhere outside of the physical realm.

This physical shell is designed to navigate the physical world, just as a deep-sea diver will use a diving suit, helmet, air tank, etc. to explore the ocean depths. Without it, the diver would drown. While the diver is undersea, the surface world does not disappear. It is still there and he may remain in contact via a tow-line or some other communication device.

Well, we are that diver. We leapt off the shore of our natural environment and are now fumbling around down here at the bottom of the ocean. Meanwhile, there are beings on the surface who are unable to explore the ocean depths. They do not have a license to deep-sea dive and have been forbidden to do so. Out of jealousy, envy, etc. they conspire to make the diver's life as difficult as possible.

This is an allegory for what is happening to us right now, what has been taking place for millenia. We are not free. We are Imprisoned. Physical Life is not an Experiential lark. It is a Tar-pit of Spiritual Death. Reincarnation is not a "learning tool", it is an "arrest warrant" that keeps us from freeing our Spirit and instead, returns us to "Jail" over and over.

We are lied to to keep us ignorant and constantly tempted to assist us in making the wrong choices that will land us back in Jail. Once we return to Jail we are raped and abused, just as we are while "Free". Who is doing this? Those jealous non-divers back on shore.

There are innumerable beings outside of 3rd density who cannot be seen by the human eye. The human eye is designed to see in a very narrow range. There are beings in the room where you are right now. Someone once said that if we knew how many invisible eyes were upon us when we think we are "alone" we might be more careful of what we do in "private".

Some of these beings are STO, others STS. Here, in this density, STS beings currently rule. Remember, Lucifer was "cast down to Earth". Down. This is his dominion. He and his cohorts know ALL the tricks, they've been at it for ages and ages. Although they are smart enough not to openly violate your Free Will, they are cunning enough to get you to use your God-given Free Will to make a mess of your Spirit and your Soul.

Look around you. What do you see? Blue sky, trees, grass, diversity, excitement, enticement...a literal smorgasbord for the Senses - yet the Soul goes hungry. Doesn't look much like a prison, does it? This was/is the design. To keep our little "diver-selves" busy with the "wonders" of the undersea "world" while forgetting that our air is running out.

These beings live to feed off your lower-vibrational energy. When you are angry, jealous, depressed, suicidal, in lust, remember that you are feeding discarnate entities. Our...emotions... are...their...food. This is why they must keep us trapped on the Hamster Wheel of Reincarnation...so that they may live. This is why we must guard our Thoughts, Desires and Emotions most carefully.

Because we cannot see them, many refuse to believe they exist.

These entities are very powerful (in this realm). However, they live in fear of us. They live in fear that we will figure out the game and starve them out of existence. How?

By replacing our Fears with Love.

Not the "love" that Hollywood has mis-taught us. The Love that manifests when we show care for a total stranger, when we choose to speak kindly of others, when we rush to offer assistance to our fellows without thought as to how much we stand to lose. Love. True Love. The Love that comes from caring about the next person as if that person were you. In truth, that person IS you, and you are that person. The Love that emanates in Fullness from our Creator.

When we eliminate all the things that we do out of Fear and Ego, these beings will be the ones suffering for a change. They will be losing their "food source" and we all know what happens when any of Creator's creations cannot nourish itself.

I haven't gone into details in this post. I don't know enough to give details. I can show you where to look. I just wanted to give an outline of what's going on behind-the-scenes. I just wanted to mention that although we have Free Will, we are not free and that by our own hand and with encouragement of an Unseen Hand, we imprison ourselves.

It is time to for us to withdraw from the Glamour of this Fallen World. I know it's hard to contemplate abandoning the "creature comforts" and the things that "make us human" but your Soul's future literally depends upon you being able to detach yourself from this Physical world. This has to be done while incarnate in order for it to count. There are myriad temptations available to all who set foot on Earth. The Test has always been to Transcend those temptations and return to the Higher Spheres from whence we came.

We are not "human". We are little more than animals endowed with Mind and infused by Spirit, endeavoring to balance our Lower and Higher natures in order to advance to the next rung in our Evolution.

More to come.

All Love,

~~ G

11 November 2009

Fallen Angel


The following is opinion/thought/belief is not to be construed as the Truth. You will have to ferret that out for yourself.

The One, Infinite Creator is neither "good" nor "bad". The Creator simply "IS". The Creator wished to Experience and so it "thought out" the Universe. All actions are beneficial, as all actions bring back to Creator an Experience and Awareness of Itself.

"Good" and "Bad" are constructs that we have defined for ourselves in this Dimension of Duality. I have stated previously that there is a "Christ Consciousness" that pervades this Universe. There is also a "anti-Christ" or "Luciferian Consciousness" that counters The Christ. We've been raised to believe that Lucifer is "evil". If one digs deeper, one may find that things are not as simple as that.

Lucifer serves the Creator and has a purpose. Before Lucifer "rebelled", all Angels gladly executed the Will of The Creator. When Creator decided to build a segment of the Universe that would pretend to be SEPARATE from the Creation and allow complete Freedom of Choice, It realized that something would have to provide Opposition. Opposition is simply the presentation of a choice that does not align with Christ Consciousness.

In order for You and I to experience CHOICE in this Dimension, something had to present an alternative to Christ Consciousness. That "something" was Lucifer.

The following is posted without further comment.

From "The Mission of The One Star" by Alloya

[QUOTE]

Overwhelmed by each other's presence, these angels of Light embraced in energetic rapture, living in a permanently exalted state of rhapsody. They experienced no separation from the hearts of those they loved. Saturated in the sweet honey of Love and Adoration, two such beings cherished and honored each other's presence, intoxicated and entranced by each other's love, each an intrinsic part of the other. Two beings, identical, from the same mould, twin flames of true power and unconditional love. Never had they been separated, not even in form. So intrinsically entwined were their energies, that the distinction between them could not be seen. Each one was the rhythm of the other, each one the other's heart song.

For how long they enjoyed this unbroken, unified existence no one could really tell. Time from their perspective was only a concept, not as of yet a reality. Others had told them about the dimensions below and the effects these dense vibrations were having on those that traveled through them on their journeys of Discovery.

So, when an impulse, an idea, came from the Source of all Light, the Star, there were many eager to follow a new and exciting endeavor. In the entire universe there was not a place where the inhabitants did not realize that within each and every one of them, they held the Key to all life, the original seed from the Source. The idea was to create a place of such density, such Darkness that the love of the Source could not penetrate. What would appear as a harsh opportunity for Growth was seen by some of the angels as a challenge, an Adventure that simply could not be denied.

The entwined and unified Souls of Light readied themselves in preparation for such a challenge. Excited and inspired by the idea, the Challenge, they began to disentangle their energies from each other, separating themselves from their eternal moments of lovemaking. A flame of passion kindled in their hearts as they gazed at each other's face. They watched and waited.

Soul to soul, heart to heart, looking deep within each other, they vowed to always hold the other within their heart so that no distance would truly separate them. One was to leave to go on a journey of discovery to complete the task of creating a place of forgetting. The other would stay behind in the light planes, holding the idea of the other's true form, in readiness for a time when it, too, would dive into the dimensions below .to create a journey of its own that would ultimately lead it to the discovery and the reunion of the other.

One stood poised on the edge, readying itself for its leap into the unknown. Male in energy, he proudly stretched and flexed his mighty wings to take flight. Fearless and strong he willingly and excitedly awaited his descent into the cloudy realms below him. She, with bated breath, watched and waited. She, too, was excited and eager to watch the splendor that this challenge would create.

Never had there been any distance between them. Never before had they been separated by time and space. He was to fall as fast and as long as he could until he hit upon a dimension that was so dense that it was capable of housing The Place of Forgetting. He was to sleep and clothe himself in the matter, becoming dense in form, taking the light into a place that would forget its origins. All that lived upon it would live a strange life devoid of the Light of the Source. He was to hold the idea of the Source deep within himself until he was awakened by the sweet kiss of his one true love.

She was to remain behind in the Planes of Light until such a time when the impulse from above would come for her to carry the seed of Consciousness. Then she would search the dimensions below for her true love. With one final loving glance, he spread his wings and dove from the precipice. She watched him fall. At first he rode the currents of energy.

The dimensions below pulled and tugged at his wings. He tried to ride them but, much to his dismay, the currents beneath the shallows were overwhelming. He soon realized that he was being pulled into the unknown. She watched with curiosity, but as the distress and anguish began to show on his face, she, too, realized exactly what parting really meant. She reached out to touch him, longing to hold him once more. Her hands of Light passed straight through his body, already denser in form. No longer were they of the same kind.

He surrendered his Love and folded his mighty wings about him. He closed his eyes and plummeted down into the murky depths, spiraling down like a stone into a pool of still water. He spiraled down and down. The clouds of density forming around him suffocated him as they ripped at his very soul.

He was ill prepared for what awaited him. Instead of gliding and swooping gracefully to his destination below, he fell and fell. Out of control, surrendering to the experience, his fragile heart pounded in his chest. The density closed in about him and The Forgetting took over until he seemed like a diamond trapped within a solid and hard rock.

Heavy like a rock he dropped, the dreams of forgetting surrounding him until his awareness began to become sleepy and with one last conscious thought, he fell asleep. Now he resembled a dark mass. He would sleep here, dreaming until he would be awakened within once more.

Q: So Lucifer was not banished from Heaven but volunteered to go. In the Bible it says that 'iniquity' was found in Lucifer. What was this 'iniquity' that made Lucifer imperfect?

A: (Lucifer "speaking"...)

"Those of you who experience The Separation cannot comprehend any Being wanting to remove itself from God's Love. No Being would want to subject itself to such torment and torture. Yet you are here are you not? You must bring the story within yourself, understand it from a symbolic perspective. I am the aspect of you that is lost, cut off from God. Separate.

I was not always like this. I, too, bathed in the Love and Light of the Source of all Creation. I, too, was a Being of Light and Love. I, too, knew myself as an Aspect of God. I, too, knew myself as God. Do not mistake my arrogance as unique to myself. All Beings outside of your polarized thinking experience themselves as the spark of the Creator. For God has many faces.

It is only Beings in the Polarity of good and bad that can possibly see Creation as anything else. I must take credit for holding you in this mode of expression. As the story tells, my job was to hold The Forgetting. It was a challenge for beings such as myself to move into the void and create a space that was outside of God. Could it be done? We were curious to try. God granted us free will, the power to decide, to create a choice. I stood at the crossroads and God gave me a choice, to go one way or the other.

The signs said,

To God, this way. To Darkness, this way.

I had to choose. I knew that to choose the path back to God was the choice of God. But the overall plans were to deny God within myself and move beyond. I took a deep breath and curiously stepped into the darkness.

The rebellion was real, yet created by God itself. One third of the angels followed me in rebellion against God. Any came, brave and curious Aspects of God, falling into the darkness, the unconscious part of God' s creation. We fell into the Void to hold The Forgetting, to create space for the intense growth of all.

So, my Lawlessness was encouraged, my Rebellion smiled upon by a loving God."

[END QUOTE]


~~ G